Update on Summer 2012

Hey! So its been a little bit since I have last posted, summer time has gotten crazy! Working full time as a waitress, and trying to figure my life out has taken alot of my time. Alee came home last week, but is currently counseling at a summer camp for the next 2 weeks. Its been so good to have her around, feels like another part of me has come home.
My passion for india has grown, and keeps growing every day.
Not a day goes by where my beloved India doesnt come up in a conversation. I'm learning to deal with the adult world, but loving being 18 and young.
Working as a waitress I have met so many cool people!
One of the regulars that come in; Dutch and Marilyn, they have been married 70 years!! 70 STINKEN YEARS! and their love for eachother is so evident, it makes my heart smile!
Today we had these traveling hipsters come into work, one had the Lord shining so bright thru him, i wanted to give that man a hug.
I feel as if these last 6 months has made me grow up faster and given me more life experience then I had this time last year.
Ohhhh this time last year, I would have been eating lunch somewhere in southern india, loving on little kids, putting on a drama, and praying over temples. If only I could go back to this time last year, I would.
Andddd right now Im learning to let the Lord be my lover, I dont need boys, I dont need men, I need the LORD!
SO; right now, I am currently look for houses, room mates, and kids that are on fire for the Lord. I know kids who say they are, but then disrespect women, NOT A MAN OF GOD. I know girls who say they do, but have sex with their boyfriend everynight. NOT A WOMAN OF GOD.
Yes, we all make mistakes, heck I have been making enough mistakes to make my own tv show, but there is a difference from repenting and stopping and repenting and still going out. REMORSE. 2 nights ago I cried myself to sleep over a sin in my life, and I knew I needed to repent, so right there, at like 3am I cried my eyes out repenting like a man on his death bed...for one stinken sin.
But its so good to be broken sometimes, and letting the Lord heal you all over again. mmmm. good refinement.
Well, I think Ive typed the most randomest stuff tonight, but thats my update. Lots of love!